TigerSwan.

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In tha Atl we take care of tha homeleZZ. #bartonspringz2049

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Wata’ iZ Life. #bartonspringz2049

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On Being Tortured By Silicon Valley as a Poet from Erbil, Iraq 🇮🇶 Shit could get menacin’, frightenin’, find help Sometimes I scare myself, myself Shit could get menacin’, frightenin’, find help Sometimes I scare myself, myself Tweakin’, tweakin’ off that 2CB, huh? Is he gon’ make it? TBD, huh Thought I was gon’ run, DMC, huh? I done died and lived again on DMT, huh See this a type of high that won’t come down This the type of high that get you gunned down Yeezy, Yeezy trollin’ OD, huh? Turn TMZ to Smack DVD, huh? Russell Simmons wanna pray for me too I’ma pray for him ’cause he got #MeToo’d Thinkin’ what if that happened to me too Then I’m on E! News Shit can get menacin’, frightenin’, find help Sometimes I scare myself, myself Shit can get menacin’, frightenin’, find help Sometimes I scare myself, myself Ayy, hospital… #bartonspringz2049 @dixie.dugan @dreadavinci @polaroid https://tidal.com/track/89768257 #blackinai #fuckemweball #nowall #hiphoped @lizamix @rholtin @21savage

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Split tha atomZ heart, n’ U will find a Star. – Baha’i writingZ

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Minneapolis Gentrification Talk on MPR.

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Cer.

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Cer. From Burma to Syria.

Agnes Scott fo’ Free. Smart WinZ. #bartonspringz2049

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To know Her, she who came off an airplane from Burma. Her name is Cer, worked her way through Thailand in restaurants from the age of twelve. She’s lived two, perhaps three lives. Her sister passed away this month, much like mine trying to live in the shadow of an Energizer bunny. I could see the tears in her eyes. I wanted to hug her, but this was the first time I saw Her as a woman and not the refugee in my class. I want Her to know I will always remember her prayers with me in the chapel of Agnes Scott. When she said, “I pray for you” I know she meant it. As I for her, something vital in the life of Cer that speaks beyond words in the space of that lunch in Larwenceville. It’s common for refugees who arrive in Clarkston to work their way out to the suburbs or rural areas of Georgia. A green space is infinitely more kind to a brain that has seen war. I wrote a poem about my own inner war. It goes like this:

Ghost in the Shell

Mobile armored riot police,

Who are you, white man,

White woman, who wears,

A clean shirt and slacks,

Drives a nice car,

Lives in a nice house,

Somewhere in 30345,

Do you own a house,

Have kids to wipe the snot,

Off as they cry, over spilled,

White milk, white milk,

Spoiled and old, curdled,

Pasteurized, safe, fenced,

Clean, no germs, store,

Bought with green,

Green is the color,

Of my pain, my heart,

Bleeds green, red blood,

Damascus, my love,

You gave me something,

That day, 9/9/2009,

The memories of graphs,

On my door, weight loss,

Anorexia, bulimia, vomit,

I have to be the best,

I have to make it to MIT,

Son, you are a machine,

Son of mountains, poem,

You are a chemist, art,

Is worthless, chase money,

White milk, white milk,

It is good for you, clean,

Safe, those folks on,

Tha otha side, in that,

Otha side, that dark side,

That black side, that,

Place where Briarcliff,

Flows into that Moreland,

That place where the music,

Is loud and real, where,

The pain is real, and,

Tha problems are big,

Bullets fly fast, and life,

Is short, that trap, trap,

White milk is safe,

Drink it son and you,

Will be okay, white,

As snow, on the bluff,

Until Bernie Madoff,

Does his shit and inverts,

Tha dollar sign,

Upside down cash money,

That day is the day,

White milk turns black,

Up becomes down,

Left becomes right,

Violence of silence,

Becomes more painful,

Than a bullet in the brain,

Or a knife up the wrist,

Cut up right, cut up left,

Slit your jugular left and right,

And let that blood flow,

Let the river flow,

Turn the white milk,

Black obsidian, dark,

As the Kaaba is hard,

Rock, Kaya, who is,

The meaning of that?

Who am I?

Why does this sign,

Turn upside down,

Polarity reversal,

Singularity, hard,

And fast, future,

Trap lords, white,

Trap lords, black,

Green money,

Night vision green,

The color of money,

The color of my blood,

No more red,

Colors bleed,

As an artist is,

Grows from,

The ashes,

of those,

Cold,

Atoms.

I read that poem to Rebecca at the Magestic Diner.

She got it, and gave me the same smile that Cer does. An empathetic kiss with a softness that is earned from homelessness and pain. The same tears that I shed with Dixie, and the story goes on. I could count the number of women I’ve tried to reach to on my hands, but Cer is the one who gets it. She’s going into the Middle East to teach kids from camps. I know I have touched her. She’s going to solve the war wounds before it starts. She knows what I know. It’s another poem that captures this situation:

The Descent of Man

And then there was Light, E = mc^2 was revealed by the Sun,

M = E/c^2 was employed by man to wage war after Trinity,

Albert Einstein must have been of black and white human natures,

It is harder to crack a prejudice than an atom,

Mountains do not do politics,

Today, we are creating deserts,

Tomorrow, we will build the mountains peacefully,

I do not know how the Third World War will be fought,

But I can tell you what they will use in the Fourth – rocks!

The rock of Abraham, Kaaba (inorganic matter – black stone),

Will out live all Life, organic matter, on earth,

The Sun will enter a state of decline, a nova,

And all matter in the Solar System will be reunited as One,

Time will pass, and the finite creation will return to the

Infinite Absolute Void of God,

Thus completing the cycle of creation.

What I now know is that Cer completes the poem. It’s now The Descent of Man, and the Rise of Woman. Her smile and wink in saying she’s going to Syria, but I can’t say how. We smile and part ways, knowing we are on a front of something divine.

When I was down, she prayed with me to Jesus. #bartonspringz2049

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What ScareZ Darth Vader?

What ScareZ Darth Vader? Rex 84. #bartonspringz2049 @mitpics

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>>> On Thu, Aug 23, 2018 at 10:55 PM, Azrael Austin <wikiarsenic.austin@gmail.com> wrote:
>>>>
>>>> White people say about Migos that they sleazy and trivial. Trap music to them is ugly, at least the ones on the North Side. Alpharetta and Sandy Springs rich people. Folks that own downtown. The ones that clear out Tha Bluff as an investment strategy. White washing the trap of Atlanta with the bleach of gentrification. Sending in the police to arrest the dealers as if they are the only ones who did something wrong? Where the white jewel daughters of those Alpharetta and Sandy Springs families get their party drugs? Oh yea, the trap. Where Little Five connects to The Bluff via MARTA. In high school, white supremacists said about MARTA, that’s “Moving Africans Rapidly Through Atlanta.” Those same white people living near Emory. Clean white bleach, clearing out the soul of the A’. I never knew growing up that I would side with the Southside. Henry Clay this past winter and spring taught me more in our conversations about the Southside that I could have learned from any book. Running away from our neighborhood drug dealer’s trap dog with Kwami was fun. Joking that I would one day go to Magic City and meet folks. Rubbing noses with Cat, the representative of Curtis Snow. Man that was a trip. Another Lakeside High School classmate who discovered the same thing. The Southside is where we go to discover what it means to live. There is less insulation from the ground. Living from paycheck to paycheck, begging for the next rent check. Why did that happen to me you ask? It happened because in a red state you cannot get healthcare. I cannot trust the system to provide a basic level of care for my illness. In Georgia, they consider the Glock and the AR-15 the best form of mental healthcare treatment. You wonder, would it not be easier to create a space where you could actually live if you hit the ground rather than putting a bullet into your head in despair or into someone else to share some of that misery. I wrote the following post the other day and shared it on the postdoc Facebook page for the University of Minnesota. I am glad they did not send a drone after me for telling the truth.
>>>>
>>>> I have anger. You are not going to Whitewash my anger from my mind. Richard Fox, you are not going to trick me with your gestures of offering to help with statements like, “I am going to break you of your anger.” I saw you evict that woman with a 10 year kid at 7 am on Saturday. I will never forget your ignorance of how shit works on the Rez. I will not forget that. All those trees you planted don’t mean shit if you cannot respect that woman. I am dumping here some thoughts. Yes, I am doing that. Chasing that money, we forget to live. Chasing that money, building that solar house at the expense of that woman with a child you call lazy. I am not going to help you. I am going call you out. I am going to put my own verse together:
>>>>
>>>> I’m Goin’ Thru It
>>>>
>>>> “Be mild with the mild,
>>>> shrewd with the crafty,
>>>> confiding to the honest,
>>>> rough to the ruffian,
>>>> and a thunderbolt to the liar.
>>>> But in all this,
>>>> never be unmindful of your own dignity.”
>>>> -John Brown
>>>>
>>>> “Fuck you master”
>>>> God Dead, money king,
>>>> What are you scared of Masta?
>>>> You scared of rebellion?
>>>> I am white, but my brain,
>>>> Won’t let me be still,
>>>> It won’t let me be still,
>>>> Seeing those poor folks,
>>>> Getting crushed,
>>>> I will happily risk my life,
>>>> To call you what you are,
>>>> Masta, you aren’t shit,
>>>> On Judgement Day,
>>>> The tables will be turned,
>>>> The birds will eat at your flesh,
>>>> Masta, your memory will be dark,
>>>> To get to where you can crucify the poor,
>>>> With your draconian greed,
>>>> Making laws that prevent
>>>> Me from getting my medication,
>>>> Masta you are going to repeal the ACA,
>>>> I know you are,
>>>> Those white boomers are angry,
>>>> I see it, Brexit,
>>>> A prelude to a Trump victory,
>>>> I am ready mother fuckers,
>>>> I want to hit the street,
>>>> I want to burn your shit down,
>>>> Anarchists have always been
>>>> The best of friends for the Apocalypse,
>>>> The core of the West, a rotten egg,
>>>> God Dead, money king,
>>>> John Brown’s coming back,
>>>> There will always be someone,
>>>> To call you out Masta,
>>>> The color of our skin does not determine
>>>> Who will take you out,
>>>> I saw a 19 year try to assassinate you Masta,
>>>> You think that is the last?
>>>> I, John Brown, am now quite certain that the crimes
>>>> of this guilty land will never be purged away but with Blood,
>>>> Masta, I will call you what you are
>>>> An ant, a scared white baby,
>>>> 2008 stole your portfolio away,
>>>> As vapid as it was,
>>>> God got a way of waiting,
>>>> He’s patient, works on his own time,
>>>> He finds a way to punish people like you Masta,
>>>> I will not live to see the day
>>>> when the street will flow with your blood,
>>>> But I dream of the day,
>>>> Inverted power,
>>>> Lakota memory will not go away,
>>>> I remember and don’t forgive,
>>>> I will not forgive someone that does not deserve my love,
>>>> I will not forgive,
>>>> I will not forget,
>>>> Expect us…
>>>>
>>>> As trivial as you think these lyrics are, they tell me a story. I hear a story, and am tired of it. Don’t tell me to be a sheep. I am tired of you Masta…
>>>>
>>>> On Thu, Aug 23, 2018 at 10:43 PM <kaya.erbil@protonmail.com> wrote:
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>>>>>> On Thu, Aug 23, 2018 at 10:37 PM, Azrael Austin <wikiarsenic.austin@gmail.com> wrote:
>>>>>>> https://www.haaretz.com/middle-east-news/turkey/lira-falls-as-turkey-says-u-s-waging-economic-war-1.6410760
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>>>>>>> On Thu, Aug 23, 2018 at 10:35 PM Azrael Austin <wikiarsenic.austin@gmail.com> wrote:
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>>>>>>> https://drwilliamkayaerbil.me/2018/08/23/hippiebook-io-wipe-da-crackaz-off-da-map-wit-science-bartonspringz2049-blackinai-fuckemweball-nowall-mossad_1949-electronicintifada-hiphoped/
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>>>>>>> On Thu, Aug 23, 2018 at 8:44 AM, <kaya.erbil@protonmail.com> wrote:
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>>>>>>>> On August 23, 2018 8:43 AM, <kaya.erbil@protonmail.com> wrote:
>>>>>>>>
>>>>>>>>> https://drwilliamkayaerbil.me/2018/07/03/rest-in-peace-aaron-swartz/
>>>>>>>>> Gaia’s Brain Evolves at the Speed of the Internet
>>>>>>>>>
>>>>>>>>>
>>>>>>>>> Posted on October 2, 2015
>>>>>>>>>
>>>>>>>>>
>>>>>>>>> – ARPANET’s (Internet) growth in the 1970’s
>>>>>>>>>
>>>>>>>>> “From Street Fight to State Right
>>>>>>>>>
>>>>>>>>> The mass of individuals that the smallest military unit offers the eye, united in a common voyage.
>>>>>>>>>
>>>>>>>>> -Clausewitz, 1806
>>>>>>>>>
>>>>>>>>> In every revolution there is the paradoxical presence of circulation. Engels remarks in June 1848: “The first assemblies take place on thelarge boulevards, where Parisian life circulates with the greatestintensity.” Less than a century later, Weber says of the disappearanceof Rosa Luxemburg and Karl Liebknecht (as if he were talking about theresults of a car crash) that “they called to the streets, and thestreets killed them.” The masses are not a population, a society, butthe multitude of passersby. The revolutionary contingent attains itsideal from not in the place of production, but in the street, where for a moment it stops being a cog in the technical machine and itself becomes a motor (machine of attack), in other words a producer of speed.
>>>>>>>>>
>>>>>>>>> For the mass of unemployed, demobilized workers without anoccupation, Paris is a tapestry of trajectories, a series of streets and avenues in which they roam, for the most part, with neither goal nordestination, subject to a police repression intended to control theirwanderings. For the various revolutionary groups, as for the Apaches and other shady populations of the city’s outskirts, it will be less amatter, when the time comes, of occupying a given building than ofholding the streets. In 1931, during the National Socialists’ struggleagainst the Marxist parties in Berlin, Joseph Goebbels notes, “Whoevercan conquer the streets also conquers the State!”
>>>>>>>>>
>>>>>>>>> Can asphalt be a political territory? Is the bourgeois State and itspower the street, or in the street? Are its political force and expansein the places of intense circulation, on the path of rapidtransportation?
>>>>>>>>>
>>>>>>>>> As Goebbels again writes about the battles for Berlin, “The idealmilitant is the political combatant in the Brown Army as amovement…obeying a law that he sometimes doesn’t know, but that he could recite in his sleep…Thus we have set these fanatical beings in motion…”
>>>>>>>>>
>>>>>>>>> He then scientifically compares the transcripts of his variousspeeches, made first in the provinces and then later in Berlin, andnotices that the “amorphous sociological conglomerate” of the capitalrequired the invention of a “new language for the masses”: “The rhythmof the metropolis with its four million souls throbs like a burning wind through declarations of propagandists…Here a new and modern languagewas spoken, one that has nothing to do with the archaic forms ofso-called popular expression. This is the beginning of an originalartistic style, the first form of expression to be truly animated andgalvanizing.”
>>>>>>>>>
>>>>>>>>> Mob riots reform the mob (the original mob of hunter-raiders). Tolead the bands of “lost soldiers” of the workers’ army – itsdromomaniacs – that is, for the leader, to incite them, “lead them tothe attack like a pack of dogs,” as Saint-Just said. It means givingrhythm to the mobile mass’s trajectory through vulgar stimulation, apolemical symphony, transmitted far and wide, from one to the other,polyphonic and multicolored like the road signals and traffic directions meant to accelerate the telescoping, the shock of the accident. This is the ultimate goal of street demonstrations, of urban disorder.”Propaganda must be made directly by words and images, not by writing,”states Goebbels, who was himself a great promoter of audiovisuals inGermany. Reading implies time for reflection, a slowing down thatdestroys the mass’s dynamic efficiency. If a monument should bepenetrated by the mob, it will be rapidly transformed into a place ofpassage, where everyone enters and exits, brings to and takes away. It’s the free-for-all, plunder for plundering’s sake, as we saw even in 1975 at the fall of Saigon.”
>>>>>>>>>
>>>>>>>>>
>>>>>>>>> 29-31
>>>>>>>>> Speed and Politics
>>>>>>>>>
>>>>>>>>>
>>>>>>>>> Paul Virilio
>>>>>>>>>
>>>>>>>>> Published in 1977 by Virilio, Speed and Politics propheticallyforesaw through a careful analysis of the Nazi rise to power in Germanyin the 1930’s the technological machinery of the Internet mobilized mobmovement of the 21st-century. Today the social networks of the Internetare flooded by “words and images, not by writing.” Internet memes,Tweets, Facebook status updates, Google search hits, and website pagesflood the mind of people wired to each other by machines of increasingsophistication and accessibility. Organically connected to each otherlike neurons in the brain by the smartphone and personal computer thenew generation coming up has not known a time without the Internet. TheInternet wires are like the streets of Engel’s 19th century Paris: “Thefirst assemblies take place on the large boulevards, where Parisian life circulates with the greatest intensity.” Replace large boulevards withInternet wires and connections and Parisian life with Facebook and youhave the 21st century for many. For most people, the information floodof the 21st century is impossible to comprehend. As a coping mechanism,most revert back to preconditioned instinctual responses to the wordsand images.
>>>>>>>>>
>>>>>>>>> The age-old prejudices of culture are translated into emotionaldigital flow. Love and hate flow in 0’s and 1’s across the wires of theInternet. For example on the negative side, hate on the extremist WhiteSupremacy site Stormfront inspired the Charleston mass shooting. In theMiddle East and in the greater Muslim world images of torture in AbuGhraib inspire disenfranchised, poor young men and women to join theIslamic State in Syria from around the world. The exact opposite pole of the War on Terror followed the exact same human pattern. Incessantimages of the World Trade Center towers being attacked by airplanesfueled in American support for the invasions of Iraq and Afghanistan inthe 2000’s. Anti-Western sentiments and Islamophobia are two sides ofthe same coin, a globalized connected mass of humanity that is polarized by wealth into a small ultra rich minority and a large impoverishedmass. A humanity that has not grown up and learned to share andintegrate the information constructively. Humanity has not learned howto read much less write together constructively.
>>>>>>>>>
>>>>>>>>> Most of the Western intellectual elite fail to understand thisphenomenon. Distracted by esoteric slivers of minutia in an educationalsystem atomized into a myriad of disciplines that do not talk to eachother. The elite frivol away studying their favorite atom of nature asthe poor waste away in misery. As long as the financial system is stable and the money is flowing in then they remain content and do not applytheir intellectual gifts to helping the poor. They are like theready-to-hand mode in Heidegger’s Being and Time, hammering away attheir favorite problems publishing papers and moving the system along.However, financial instability can shut off this flow of money forcingthe elite to consider the system they operate in. Forced to adopt thepresent-at-hand mode, they introspect as a matter of survival andgradually realize they are working in a Capitalist system. To keep themoney flowing in they have to adapt. They might think about the largersystem of production of knowledge and learn how to work in the new world productively. This type of situation is the beginnings of aconsciousness love revolution. Without intellectuals to think andtheorize the masses have no brain, no way to organize effectively toenact change. This is where I see hope.
>>>>>>>>>
>>>>>>>>> I see financial austerity as an opportunity. It is an opportunity tostep outside the box and work with the real world. As there is a darkside to life, there is also the Light. There is hope. In the darknessthe Light has new meaning. One learns what is really important in lifenot in heaven. One learns what is important in hell. At least that ishow it has been for me. As the Chinese poet Gu Cheng states,
>>>>>>>>>
>>>>>>>>> “The dark night gave me dark eyes,
>>>>>>>>>
>>>>>>>>> I use these eyes to look for Light.”
>>>>>>>>>
>>>>>>>>> The past few year I have met several young men who are going to jointhe American military over continuing to study in the academy. A worldwar is brewing I feel and secular learning is less glamorous than thebattlefield. I try to say to my friends that war is wrong and that their decision is dangerous and unproductive, but they are realists and I aman idealist. I would rather fight the war nonviolently with esoteric,obscure dissident poetry and philosophy that points to the saints andprophets veiled in the subjective as most scripture is too raw withoutthe right heart orientation. I see no military solution to the MiddleEast war. It has been a proxy war between the West and the old Communist bloc all along and this move by Russia just made it overt. War is onthe horizon, and I pray for my brothers headed for something we have not seen yet. I have a bad feeling about this, and need to work with otheridealists to express the nonviolent message of Jesus is new relevantways. I see the Baha’i writings as a path forward in this work. Book 1study session is Friday. The secular academy is hollow to manyspiritually, and this is probably why the military has appeal. I am notperfect, not a good person sometimes. Flawed. I feel there is a higherpath of peace though and wonder how to walk it better. I hope mybrothers headed to the war find something in the hell they are likelyheaded into that helps them find a path to peace. Anti-war idealism isnot cool now, God help us all for what is to come.
>>>>>>>>>
>>>>>>>>> Maybe poetry can be adapted to inspire the masses to live in theLight in harmony and love. I see this as an important goal. Writingpoetry that incorporates science, religion, and humanity to bring thecommon person to a higher place beyond the base animal instinct. Poetryis an ancient vehicle for meaning and emotion. It reaches the heart andmind. It is free to produce requiring only a pen and paper. Recitationis oral. The scriptures are poetry. The authors of the Psalms werepoets. Muhammad was a gifted poet. It is the same with all scriptures.Poetry so beautiful and True it is no longer poetry, it is Revelationfrom God. This may sound like heresy, but think about it. Open a holybook and read a passage. Do you feel something? Go out, try it! Startreading and writing verse to teach humanity to collectively read andwrite. As masses of individuals that the smallest military unit offersthe eye can be united in a common voyage they can also be united in acongregation to build something peaceful and loving. In that way,humanity might survive past the global infancy stage of collectiveconsciousness.
>>>>>>>>>
>>>>>>>>> Gaia is growing a big brain, humans the soma, Internet wires theaxons and dendrites. I predict the loving synapses will be preserved and the hateful synapse will be selected against by evolution.
>>>>>>>>>
>>>>>>>>> So, in summary:
>>>>>>>>>
>>>>>>>>> “Propaganda must be made directly by words and images, not by writing.”
>>>>>>>>>
>>>>>>>>> -Goebbels
>>>>>>>>>
>>>>>>>>> Counter anti-fascist antifa propaganda must be made with the same strategy inspired by solid peaceful and loving writing.
>>>>>>>>>
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>>>>>>>>>
>>>>>>>>> Rest in Peace Aaron Swartz.
>>>>>>>>>
>>>>>>>>>
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>>>>>>>>> ‐‐‐‐‐‐‐ Original Message ‐‐‐‐‐‐‐
>>>>>>>>> On August 23, 2018 8:41 AM, <kaya.erbil@protonmail.com> wrote:
>>>>>>>>>
>>>>>>>>>> https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Elizabeth_Shin
>>>>>>>>>>
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>>>>>>>>>> On August 23, 2018 8:41 AM, <kaya.erbil@protonmail.com> wrote:
>>>>>>>>>>
>>>>>>>>>>> 🙂
>>>>>>>>>>>
>>>>>>>>>>> K
>>>>>>>>>>>
>>>>>>>>>>>
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>>>>>>>>>>> On August 23, 2018 8:36 AM, <kaya.erbil@protonmail.com> wrote:
>>>>>>>>>>>
>>>>>>>>>>>> Right?
>>>>>>>>>>>>
>>>>>>>>>>>> K
>>>>>>>>>>>>
>>>>>>>>>>>>
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>>>>>>>>>>>> ‐‐‐‐‐‐‐ Original Message ‐‐‐‐‐‐‐
>>>>>>>>>>>> On August 23, 2018 8:36 AM, <kaya.erbil@protonmail.com> wrote:
>>>>>>>>>>>>
>>>>>>>>>>>>> K
>>>>>>>>>>>>>
>>>>>>>>>>>>>
>>>>>>>>>>>>> Sent with ProtonMail Secure Email.
>>>>>>>>>>>>>
>>>>>>>>>>>>> ‐‐‐‐‐‐‐ Original Message ‐‐‐‐‐‐‐
>>>>>>>>>>>>> On August 23, 2018 8:35 AM, <kaya.erbil@protonmail.com> wrote:
>>>>>>>>>>>>>
>>>>>>>>>>>>>> K
>>>>>>>>>>>>>>
>>>>>>>>>>>>>>
>>>>>>>>>>>>>> Sent with ProtonMail Secure Email.
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>>>>>>>>>>>>>> ‐‐‐‐‐‐‐ Original Message ‐‐‐‐‐‐‐
>>>>>>>>>>>>>> On August 23, 2018 8:34 AM, <kaya.erbil@protonmail.com> wrote:
>>>>>>>>>>>>>>
>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> https://drwilliamkayaerbil.me/2018/06/06/lhs-berkeley/
>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>
>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> LHS, Berkeley
>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>
>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> “Fucking with that hoe you done danced around with the devil Im goneoff my medication / half of these niggas traded My loyalty ain’t forsatan / I’m highly anticipated Soon as that bently truck drop I’mgetting it i fucking made it Ghost or the maserati…”
>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>
>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> —Future, Atlanta in Me, Argentiny
>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>
>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> Joseph say that’s some Trump ass hood shit, sista checks the news and say it tha End Times, Manchester kiddies blown to bits like Travon gothit by pigs, the alienated male mind lash out, There is a time foreverything, and a season for every activity under the heavens,
>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>
>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> A time to be born and a time to die,
>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>
>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> A time to plant and a time to uproot,
>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>
>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> A time to kill and a time to heal,
>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>
>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> A time to tear down and a time to build,
>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>
>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> Let’s build The Wall, let’s assume our inner animal, white power,
>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>
>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> Based Stickman and the Proud Boys,
>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>
>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> Dragging us all to hell,
>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>
>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> I’d say that it’s the end of something and the birth of something new,
>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>
>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> Somewhere at the gates of hell there’s Purgatory,
>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>
>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> I like it there, it warm and you got time to think and write,
>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>
>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> Future off his meds, oh shit!
>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>
>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> Bleached Honky going down,
>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>
>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> Lakeside was a war zone, but not like Columbia,
>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>
>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> Atlanta in me,
>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>
>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> Civil War ain’t ova, that lion in Oakland Cemetery still there, huggin’ that Confederate flag,
>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>
>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> I married a daughter of the Confederacy, if a cat had kittens in the oven you wouldn’t call them biscuits would you?
>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>
>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> A time to plant and a time to uproot, a rat and a raven dropped some wisdom on my trip yesterday,
>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>
>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> The first shall be last, and the last shall first, but it’s not gonna look like what you think,
>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>
>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> The South is at peace now, today Jefferson Davis rules the world from tha Bay,
>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>
>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> Antifa, a lousy excuse for a proletariat militia, vegan anarchists who don’t think,
>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>
>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> Battles of Berkeley, one, two, and three,
>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>
>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> Sproul Plaza,
>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>
>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> Where white Silicon Valley snowflake kiddies play war games with Daly City rednecks,
>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>
>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> They never learned chess from the hustlas in Woodruff Park, leaving Grady like me with their meds,
>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>
>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> Despondent and shattered egos,
>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>
>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> It’d be nice if it was Troy Davis Park, but it’s not,
>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>
>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> Give it fifty years and Future will buy it and name it after his mama,
>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>
>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> Violent surreal dreams bleeding into my waking days, walked around a Minnesota pond yesterday,
>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>
>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> Trees and Water, quietly sitting in a pastoral scene, drumming and whistles guided me on my first shamanic journey,
>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>
>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> Journeying to the Lower World, leaving my uncle, buried deep in the human carved tunnels of Cappadocia,
>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>
>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> Whitman the rat said, “Stop this day and night with me and you shallpossess the origin of all poems, You shall possess the good of the earth and sun, (there are millions of suns left,) You shall no longer takethings at second or third hand, nor look through the eyes of the dead,nor feed on the spectres in books, You shall not look through my eyeseither, nor take things from me, You shall listen to all sides andfilter them from yourself.”
>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>
>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> Travel home, sitting here now,
>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>
>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> I fold down my laptop screen very gently so I don’t squish my friends,
>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>
>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> I lie down, or go outside,
>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>
>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> I sit by the trees with the birds and speak to water,
>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>
>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> A time to plant and a time to uproot,
>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>
>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> I have hope the Battle of Berkeley can be won,
>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>
>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> I’m going back to the front soon, not like you think, in my dreams,
>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>
>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> Astral body alone, and considering the joy of change, consider thejoy of discovery, resting at peace as my eyes begin to see Truth, ifonly for a fleeting second between drum beats.
>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>
>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> https://soundcloud.com/kaylynn-walker-3/future-argentiny
>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>
>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> K
>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>
>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>
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>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>
>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> ‐‐‐‐‐‐‐ Original Message ‐‐‐‐‐‐‐
>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> On August 23, 2018 8:31 AM, <kaya.erbil@protonmail.com> wrote:
>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>
>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=B6L9mS9ti6o
>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>
>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>
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>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> ‐‐‐‐‐‐‐ Original Message ‐‐‐‐‐‐‐
>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> On August 23, 2018 2:02 AM, <kaya.erbil@protonmail.com> wrote:
>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>
>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>
>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>
>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>
>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> Sent with ProtonMail Secure Email.
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>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> ‐‐‐‐‐‐‐ Original Message ‐‐‐‐‐‐‐
>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> On August 23, 2018 2:01 AM, <kaya.erbil@protonmail.com> wrote:
>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>
>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> West Philadelphia, born and raised. On the playgroundZ of Gaza I spent my dayZ dodging smart BombZ from MeriKKKa.
>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>
>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>
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>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> On August 23, 2018 1:53 AM, <kaya.erbil@protonmail.com> wrote:
>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>
>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> https://news.joincivil.com/ecowurd/
>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>
>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>
>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> Sent with ProtonMail Secure Email.
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>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> ‐‐‐‐‐‐‐ Original Message ‐‐‐‐‐‐‐
>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> On August 22, 2018 8:16 AM, <kaya.erbil@protonmail.com> wrote:
>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>
>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=4QmFREcXri0
>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>
>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>
>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> Sent with ProtonMail Secure Email.
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>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> ‐‐‐‐‐‐‐ Original Message ‐‐‐‐‐‐‐
>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> On August 22, 2018 8:15 AM, <kaya.erbil@protonmail.com> wrote:
>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>
>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ETnXbF884S0
>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>
>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>
>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> Sent with ProtonMail Secure Email.
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>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> ‐‐‐‐‐‐‐ Original Message ‐‐‐‐‐‐‐
>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> On August 22, 2018 8:13 AM, <kaya.erbil@protonmail.com> wrote:
>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>
>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> https://medium.com/personal-growth/the-most-important-question-in-your-life-1a3fcd2183ec
>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>
>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> If you keep up with contemporary literature, you likely know David Foster Wallace as the writer of Infinite Jest. If you really, really love journalism, you probably know him from some of his non-fiction essays.
>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>
>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> The average person, however, knows him (if they know him at all) from hisfamous commencement speech given at Kenyon College in 2005 — a speechthat is both the opposite of the average commencement speech and yetexactly what you would expect it to be.
>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>
>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> It’s a thought-provoking summation of what it means to think, to be aware,to learn, and to live. It’s profound less for what he says — which heaccepts is mostly things we all already know as cliches — but more sofor how he says it. He makes the familiar unfamiliar in such a way thatit forces you to stop, pause, and revisit the foundation of what youthought you knew.
>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>
>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> There are many gems I can pick out from it, but my favorite section is nearthe end, where he makes the case that all of us, in a sense, arereligious.
>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>
>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> “In the day-to day trenches of adult life, there is actually no such thingas atheism. There is no such thing as not worshiping. Everybodyworships. The only choice we get is what to worship.”
>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>
>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> This, I suspect, is profound even beyond the examples of day-to-day worshipthat he gives to prove his point. He talks about money, power, beauty,and intellect as superficial artifacts of our unconscious obsession, but real-life worshiping goes a step further, and it, too, applies toeveryone.
>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>
>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> We are all constantly trying to make sense of the world around us. In some ways, we do well; in others, we don’t. Worshiping is our way of addingcohesion to what is otherwise scattered, and for better or worse, itguides everything else we do.
>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> A World We Don’t Understand
>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>
>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> There is a word in behavioral science I was recently introduced to thatlabels our lack of linguistic and cognitive model of something: hypocognition.
>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>
>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> In plain English, if you grow up in a culture that doesn’t have aparticular technology like a mobile phone, for example, and then someone introduces you to a mobile phone, the chances are that all of itsbenefits would mean very little to you because it’s not something you’ve been exposed to before.
>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>
>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> You can see an object or an idea and still not realize its significance orits meaning unless you have developed the mental machinery to put itinto the functional context that it needs to be in to provide you withutility.
>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>
>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> One of the biggest reasons that we worship things is that we live in aworld we don’t fully understand. It’s complex and strange and, as aresult, we are all hypocognitive to some aspect of it. That said, inorder to survive, we need to make it less complex and strange. So: whatdo we do?
>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>
>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> We lay a foundation, one based on some sort of a belief, and we then build our life on top of it. We put our faith in God or reason or love, andwe use these foundations to fuel action and commitment and orientation,while conveniently ignoring that the source of our foundation is stillhypocognitive to the other parts of reality that contradict us.
>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>
>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> We may be able to explain some of these other aspects away here and there, but due to the mere fact that there has been so much disagreement about what is true and what is real over the course of history, we can onlybe sure of one thing: We have a good reason to be skeptical abouteverything.
>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>
>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> Even people who don’t openly talk about their object of worship do worshipsomething, and this something can be identified in their day-to-dayactions.
>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>
>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> When David Foster Wallace referred to it in his speech, he mostly assigned a negative connotation to the idea of worship, but the truth is that none of us would be able to survive for very long if we didn’t worshipanything.
>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>
>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> The best we can do is ensure that what we worship doesn’t guide us down a problematic path we can’t find a way back from.
>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> The Answer to the Last Question
>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>
>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> Questions and answers drive the human mind. They determine what makes sense andwhat doesn’t. If you formulate a question in a way that can be answered, you can temporarily come to a happy conclusion.
>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>
>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> The problem, however, is that no matter what answer you settle on, you canalways ask another question, and another, and another. Questions are bydefault open-ended while answers are close-ended. But every answer canbe re-opened with a new question.
>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>
>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> Given how vast the universe is and how little of it we actually understandwhen it comes to the really fundamental questions, this game can beplayed again and again, leading only to what is nonsensical.
>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>
>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> There is always something more, and what distinguishes people and what theyworship is when they stop asking the next question. Most religions areobvious in calling the last answer God — the thing you can’tquestion — but it’s evident in science, too, where we simply stop atcalling something we don’t know “complexity” or ending the conversationwith the big bang.
>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>
>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> Rather than accepting that we don’t know, or can’t know, we elevate the object of our worship to a level beyond what is reasonable. Science as awhole, of course, is humble in acknowledging what it doesn’t know, butmany people who worship science — and by extension, reason — mistakenlyassign a level of truth to it that it hasn’t earned and can’t possiblyearn.
>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>
>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> Novehicle of worship can ever reasonably contend to be about the capitalT-truth. All forms of worship are about utility — about what works. Andbecause many different things work depending on the context and theperson, it’s worth having an open mind even if you are comfortablesettling for your own personal answer to the last question.
>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>
>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> The problem with answering God or complexity or the big bang isn’t thatthey aren’t effective, but it’s that having such a rigid anchor stopsyou from further inquiry, which than deludes you into thinking that your internal model of reality is more correct than the important feedbackgiven by a world that is often contradictory and, sometimes,unreasonable.
>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>
>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> Our mind is programmed to be religious, and it’s for a good reason, too.That said, any religion is only as useful as its functionality.
>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> The Takeaway
>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>
>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> It all begins with the question of what it is we worship, a question weall answer either explicitly, by abiding to some philosophicalframework, or implicitly, by how we live and what we pay attention to.
>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>
>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> Given that the world is mostly incomprehensible, there is always anotherquestion to ask in regards to what it all means, how it all works, andthe optimal way to live. This applies no matter where you draw the line.
>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>
>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> The gist of this ties into something Albert Einstein once wrote:
>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>
>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> “The fairest thing we can experience is the mysterious. It is thefundamental emotion which stands at the cradle of true art and truescience. He who knows it not and can no longer wonder, no longer feelamazement, is as good as dead… It is this knowledge and this emotionthat constitute the truly religious attitude; in this sense, and in this alone, I am a deeply religious man.”
>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>
>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> Einstein was agnostic. I am, too. I don’t believe in the truth of God, or thestories told in any Holy Book. But I do respect religion for what it is: an answer to the last question. And if that is indeed what it is, thenin this way, we are all religious, whether we like to state it that wayor not.
>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>
>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> Everybody has their own answer to this question, even if they don’t explicitlylabel it. What is important isn’t that you call it God or reason orcomplexity or love or science or humanism or some other grand-unifyingforce. What is important is that you realize that you are, in fact,living in a way that implicitly assumes that there is some foundationbeneath it all.
>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>
>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> Behind the last layer, the mysterious still exists. Our job is to respect andvalue it so we can treat it with the humility that it deserves to betreated with. The most important question in life may well be: How do we deal with the mysterious? The best answer, however, doesn’t try toexplain the mysterious away. It still inquires, and it stillacknowledges its own fallibility.
>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>
>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> Living in a world we don’t understand means that we need some sort of a coping mechanism to provide an anchor for the rest of our beliefs.
>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>
>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> The anchor you choose will give you both strength and orientation. But itwill only align with reality if you are also willing to loosen its grip.
>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>
>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>
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>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> On August 21, 2018 6:23 AM, <kaya.erbil@protonmail.com> wrote:
>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>
>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> https://www.instagram.com/p/BmOgaztB17X/?taken-by=hippiebook.io
>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>
>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>
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>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> On August 21, 2018 5:49 AM, <kaya.erbil@protonmail.com> wrote:
>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>
>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> Pow Wow, Friday the 13th
>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>
>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>
>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> This is war,
>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> I lie wounded on wintery ground,
>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> With hundred of corpses around,
>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> Many wounded crawl helplessly around,
>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> On the blood red snowy ground,
>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>
>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>
>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> War,
>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>
>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>
>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> Cries of the (ha, ha) suffering sound,
>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> Cries for help to all their dead moms,
>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>
>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>
>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> War,
>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>
>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>
>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> Many hours of music,
>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> Many drops of blood,
>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> Many shivering and now I am dead,
>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> And still we must never give up,
>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>
>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>
>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> War, (1)
>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>
>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>
>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> Skinny, Blue shirt, black tie, dark glasses,
>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> Sharp moves to the right, in step with drum,
>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> Sharp jabs at my heart, my car is dirty,
>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> My bed is full of bugs, drive right, cut hard,
>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>
>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>
>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>
>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> Close my eyes, I am young brave, a man,
>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> Darkness of my eyelids, red cloud,
>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> I do not want to be awake,
>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> Let me dance my dream,
>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>
>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>
>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>
>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> My heart bleeds red, here on the Rez,
>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> Where the sky is an ocean,
>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> South Dakota Gaza strip,
>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> Warriors of the Lakota Nation,
>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>
>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>
>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>
>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> Gaza, Gaza, don’t you cry,
>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> Palestine will never die,
>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> Gaza, Gaza, don’t you cry,
>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> Palestine will never die,
>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>
>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>
>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>
>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> My children, my children,
>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> The wind makes the head-feathers sing,
>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> The wind makes the head-feathers sing,
>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> My children, my children,
>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>
>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>
>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>
>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> Skinny blue lone wolf, war,
>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> Alone in a circle of ghosts,
>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> Modern youth, lightening bolt,
>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> Torn between an electric railroad,
>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>
>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>
>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>
>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> And a buffalo skull teepee,
>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> A common dream, an age of justice,
>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> War, not peace, sharp cut to the right,
>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> Faster, faster, faster,
>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>
>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>
>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>
>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> Crack the skull of the white man,
>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> Death to the White Man, white ghost,
>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> I am not a domesticated animal,
>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> I am not a show, this is war,
>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>
>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>
>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>
>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> In my Jesuit cell, Constantine’s Sword,
>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> Under the shadow of the cross,
>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> I speak to spirits, Gaza, Gaza,
>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> Don’t you cry, Palestine will never die,
>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>
>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>
>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>
>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> My children, my children,
>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> The wind makes the head-feathers sing,
>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> The wind makes the head-feathers sing,
>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> My children, my children,
>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>
>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>
>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>
>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> Your dance is war, wake up Lakota Nation,
>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> Dance sharp like Skinny Blue Wolf,
>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> Dark eyes, sharp black hair, tight moves,
>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> He’s doing it right, cut right,
>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>
>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>
>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>
>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> Crack the white skull,
>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> Drive out the settler,
>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> Restore the Black Hills,
>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> To their rightful owners.
>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>
>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>
>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> (1) Burzum, War
>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>
>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>
>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> Sent with ProtonMail Secure Email.
>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>
>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> ‐‐‐‐‐‐‐ Original Message ‐‐‐‐‐‐‐
>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> On August 21, 2018 5:48 AM, <kaya.erbil@protonmail.com> wrote:
>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>
>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> https://drwilliamkayaerbil.me/2016/08/18/wasicu-are-infidels-ghost-dance-intifada/
>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>
>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> “THEY ARE NOT PROTESTING….THEY ARE DEFENDING. .EVERY HUMAN BEING NOMATTER YOUR COLIR IS AFFECTED….WE ARE DEFENDERS OF THE SACRED MOTHEREARTH AND WATER.. WATER IS LIFE! MNIWC’ONI!…PLEASE UF YOU DON’T KNOW WHAT IS REALLY GOING ON UPTHERE…EDUCATE YOURSELF ON THESE ISSUES…PRAY WITH AND FOR MY SEVENCOUNCIL FIRES…WE ARE PROTECTORS ARMOURED WITH NOTHING BUT PRAYER ANDCOURAGE TO STAND UP FOR SOMETHING THAT AFFECTS THE LIVES OF ALL HUMANBEINGS THAT DEPEND ON THE MISSOURI RIVER….THERE ARE NI”
>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>
>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> – Lakota friend
>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>
>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> Standing Rock is not the AIM reoccupation of Alcatraz or the standoff at Wounded Knee. This is a global civil war between those who lovethe Google and Standard Oil version of the future and those crushed byit. Radical Political Islam in my eyes is the most violent and ruthlesswing of indigenous resistance to the machine. There can be nonviolentsolutions, but there’s need to be some bite too. Need to write a secondbook on this to get the idea developed and out. Really need to write aton to get this idea developed. Did not go to seminary and chemistrygrad school for nothing.
>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>
>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>
>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> Sent with ProtonMail Secure Email.
>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>
>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> ‐‐‐‐‐‐‐ Original Message ‐‐‐‐‐‐‐
>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> On August 21, 2018 5:47 AM, <kaya.erbil@protonmail.com> wrote:
>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>
>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> https://www.amazon.com/Minnesota-Nice-William-Kaya-Erbil/dp/1719157596/ref=sr_1_1?s=books&ie=UTF8&qid=1534848411&sr=1-1&keywords=minnesota+nice+ice
>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>
>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>
>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> Sent with ProtonMail Secure Email.
>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>
>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> ‐‐‐‐‐‐‐ Original Message ‐‐‐‐‐‐‐
>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> On August 21, 2018 5:45 AM, <kaya.erbil@protonmail.com> wrote:
>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>
>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> https://www.instagram.com/p/BmvK_w9H7EG/?taken-by=hippiebook.io
>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>
>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>
>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> Sent with ProtonMail Secure Email.
>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>
>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> ‐‐‐‐‐‐‐ Original Message ‐‐‐‐‐‐‐
>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> On August 21, 2018 5:43 AM, <kaya.erbil@protonmail.com> wrote:
>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>
>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> Dear Professor Saks,
>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>
>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> I am a Turkish-American bipolar I patient (U.C. Berkeley Ph.D.,Chemistry) brought by DHS/FBI to mental hospital due to Tweets andFacebook posts seeking your help…
>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>
>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> I read your book The Center Cannot Hold in the StanfordUniversity mental inpatient unit and related to most of your story. Ihave suffered from mood dependent psychosis for approximately ten years, and to this point have not been able to come up with a good treatmentplan due to a variety of factors. I have lost many jobs in my attempt to restore my life since losing my job at MIT in 2010. I worked forProfessor Susan Lindquist at the Whitehead Institute of MIT and it wasthere that she diagnosed and fired me from my postdoctoral position byviolating my HIPPA rights and contacting my mother. Some selectedthreads of this email correspondence between my mother and Susan are inPS1 in quotes at the end of this email (I deleted most of it, these arefrom my mother’s email account as she gave them to me years later). Iread your book and relate very greatly to your story. I also relate tothe story of John Nash.
>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>
>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> I have not been very lucky. I was homeless for over a year due to the discrimination I faced in workplaces with my illness and due to thefact that I have to date not been able to get Medicaid or SSDI/SSI inthe state of Georgia. Given that the Affordable Care Act is about to berepealed I am emailing you seeking help. My most recent bout of maniawas last week. I posted a series of Facebook and Twitter posts that theFBI and Department of Homeland Security computer thought wereterroristic in nature. They were quite the opposite. I had attended inOctober an artificial intelligence conference in Las Vegas and there Iwarned IBM about the dangers of AI and the threat of biological weapons. At that meeting IBM was also not able to understand what I was sayingbecause there too they contacted the DHS and had them speak to me. Icare about life on this planet and it is for this reason that I continue to talk about this.
>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>
>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> I have written two poetry books in hopes of raising money for my case. The two books are on Amazon and are:
>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>
>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> 1. https://www.amazon.com/AK-47-Poetry-Learned-Watching-World/dp/153543791X/ref=sr_1_1?ie=UTF8&qid=1486170185&sr=8-1&keywords=ak-47+poetry
>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>
>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> 2. https://www.amazon.com/NoDAPL-North-Dakota-Access-Pipeline/dp/1539177491/ref=sr_1_1?ie=UTF8&qid=1486170218&sr=8-1&keywords=%23nodapl%3A+can+a+man
>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>
>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> The first is about the war in Syria and the second is about StandingRock. I need help defending myself against charges from the DHS/FBI. Myblog is here:
>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>
>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> https://drwilliamkayaerbil.wordpress.com/
>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>
>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> Please understand, I am not a terrorist! I am just a stupid bipolar I patient who does not know how to avoid getting into trouble. If I wasable to work in the Ivory Tower I would. I would like to talk to youabout this more, but don’t want to overwhelm you with this email.
>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>
>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> Please write back, I would like to talk to you more about my case and do not know where else to turn. I am emailing my closest advisors frommy time at Berkeley and Emory so this message is copied on severaldifferent servers in case I disappear by either suicide orincarceration. My poem about Syria explains an important Wikileaks cable that has driven me crazy knowing the full depth of what is going on inSyria. I feel Syrian refugees are the first climate change refugees andit is for this reason that I had a bout of psychotic mania when I was in the Atlanta airport when the national airport refugee ban protestserupted. My Twitter is @williamerbil and my Facebook isdr.william.kaya.erbil so you can see for yourself my posts were crazyproducts of psychotic bipolar mania and not anything else. In myinsanity thought I was working for peace to sacrifice myself.
>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>
>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> I wanted the Americans to take my body as the true “American Carnage” that Trump speaks about. Carnage of a higher educational system thatdoes not offer opportunity and actively discriminates against peoplewith mental illness.
>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>
>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> I am now getting treatment and am doing better, my doctors and I areexploring a monthly injection of medication to treat the psychosis. Your book really helped me because I relate to basically every letter ofwhat you wrote.
>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>
>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> Thank you for doing what you do. You are a heroine to me.
>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>
>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>
>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> Thank you,
>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> Dr. William Kaya Erbil, Ph.D.
>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>
>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>
>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> PS1:
>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>
>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>
>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> “Susan Lindquist [sll@wi.mit.edu]
>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> Actions
>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> To: Erbil, Amy C.
>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>
>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>
>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>
>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> Attachments:
>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> EAS‎ (65 B‎)
>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> Inbox
>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>
>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>
>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> Sunday, March 07, 2010 3:29 PM
>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>
>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> You replied on 3/8/2010 8:02 AM.
>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>
>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>
>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> Thank you for letting me know all this Amy.
>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> I wonder if you have any sense for how well he is progressing?
>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> Realizing that these things really can’t be predicted very well, I
>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> wonder if you had any sense at all of prognosis? any sense of when
>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> Kaya might be returning to the lab? Please don’t hesitate to say that
>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> the situation is completely unclear if that is the case. Or that you
>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> must maintain confidentiallity if that is the case. The project that
>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> Kaya was working on has not progressed at all, of course, and I would
>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> like to think about alternatives if need be. It is not urgent, by any
>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> means. His health and well being are the important things here.
>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> I also wonder if you have established some specific plans for
>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> communicating on a regular basis with Kaya. And or if he has granted
>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> you permission to get periodic updates from his therapist? Or
>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> notification if he stops therapy? Please forgive the intrusion! I
>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> ask beause my best and dearest friend had a schizophrenic break when
>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> we were in our mid 20s. She recovered beautifully, until she decided
>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> that she didn’t need to take medication any more. She was motivated to
>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> go off of it, of course, because it had some side effects. And thus
>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> began many years of great difficulty. Hence, although I know Kaya
>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> intends to do all of the right things — and I have no idea what the
>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> diagnosis is ! — the vulnerability of long term follow through is the
>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> thing that worries me the most.
>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> Meanwhile, again, my deepest sympathies. I know how difficult this
>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> must be for both of you. And let me say once again that I think he is
>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> a wonderful young man and I have high hopes for him.
>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> Best
>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> Regards,
>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> Susan
>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>
>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>
>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> On Mar 7, 2010, at 1:55 PM, Erbil, Amy C. wrote:
>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>
>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>
>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> Susan Lindquist.vcf‎ (944 B‎); ATT00001..htm‎ (2 KB‎)
>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> Sent ItemsWednesday, December 29, 2010 10:57 AM
>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> From: Susan Lindquist [mailto:sll@wi.mit.edu]
>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> Sent: Saturday, February 27, 2010 5:53 PM
>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> To: Erbil, Amy C.
>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> Subject: Kaya
>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>
>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>
>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> Dear Amy,
>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>
>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> As a mom myself, my heart is with you.
>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>
>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>
>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> Few things are more important to me than the health and well being of
>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> the people in my lab. So please do keep me apprised of Kaya’s
>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> situation.
>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>
>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>
>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>
>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> As I have told him before, I have a great deal of faith in him. I
>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> believe he has some wonderful and important work to do. And I think
>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> that doing such work will enrich him as well as science. So I hope
>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> this situation can be turned around.
>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>
>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>
>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>
>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> I must also say that in addition to realizing the unusually difficult
>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> combination of circumstances he is dealing with psychologically, I
>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> also have a very healthy respect for the biological imperatives he is
>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> dealing with. I believe he needs both therapy and medication. As you
>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> said today, the fact that he has recognized this is very important.
>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> But most importantly, I hope he can make a long term commitment to
>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> that — a plan that will not just move him into a better place in the
>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> short run, but into a sustainable productive life in the long term
>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>
>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>
>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>
>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> As a mom you should be proud, worried as I know you must be.
>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> Personally and intellectually he is special, and much deserves our
>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> help.
>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>
>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>
>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> best,
>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>
>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> Susan
>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>
>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> On Feb 26, 2010, at 5:36 PM, Erbil, Amy C. wrote:
>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>
>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>
>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> Susan,
>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> Thank you so much for taking time from your busy schedule to talk with
>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> me this morning. I am flying to Boston on Sunday, and will be
>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> spending as much time as necessary in Cambridge to help Kaya sort
>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> things out. Please accept my warmest thanks for all you have done for
>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> Kaya.
>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> Amy
>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>
>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>
>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>
>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> From: Susan Lindquist [sll@wi.mit.edu]
>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> Sent: Friday, February 26, 2010 12:13 PM
>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> To: Erbil, Amy C.
>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> Subject: completing email contact
>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> It was wonderful to speak with you today. I am very relieved to know
>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> that Kaya will be in such capable caring hands.
>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>
>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>
>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> best regards to you,
>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>
>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> Susan
>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>
>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>
>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> Susan Lindquist, Ph. D.
>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> Whitehead Institute for Biomedical Research
>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> Department of Biology, MIT
>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> Howard Hughes Medical Institute
>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> Nine Cambridge Center
>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> Cambridge, MA 02142
>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>
>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>
>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> http://web.wi.mit.edu/lindquist/pub/
>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>
>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>
>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> **Administrative Assistant
>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> Kate Harmon
>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> Lindquist_admin@wi.mit.edu
>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> fax 617-258-7226
>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> phone 617-258-5184
>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> ”
>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>
>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>
>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>
>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>
>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> Sent with ProtonMail Secure Email.
>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>
>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> ‐‐‐‐‐‐‐ Original Message ‐‐‐‐‐‐‐
>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> On August 21, 2018 5:42 AM, <kaya.erbil@protonmail.com> wrote:
>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>
>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> Hood Sand Niggas Like Us Don’t Know About Climate Change
>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>
>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>
>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> We feel the bullets, holding the steam in,
>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> Pressure cooker ready to explode,
>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> Masta, you ain’t give me books,
>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> You ain’t give me a chance to learn,
>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> Your rich ass kept your cash in your honkey ass white flight “Christian Academies,”
>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> We got our Jihadist academies, we livin’ in a cold world,
>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>
>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>
>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>
>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> I am a Berkeley Ph.D. (Chemistry ’09),
>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> I know science don’t mean shit here in ‘Merica,
>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> Distraction to the rich, fucking cowards,
>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> Lost in the Protein Data Bank and Virtual Reality,
>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> Ain’t no one need a fucking Internet of Things,
>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> Ain’t no one need a coffee maker with an IP address,
>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>
>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>
>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>
>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> Us sand niggas know you target drones against our trap lords with ’em,
>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> Trump, radical political Islam is David’s sling against your Goliath,
>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> In Dabiq you will fall, don’t like it, don’t want it,
>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> Too bad bitch, I did it, I drove here,
>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> You think I like being forced to be a poor ass poet?
>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>
>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>
>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>
>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> You think I like to speak in slang to be heard?
>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> Us hood sand niggas with Berkeley Ph.D.’s know who are friends,
>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> They ain’t our father or sister, capitalism rotted them out years ago,
>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> My family is a bomb crater of capitalist casualties,
>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> Victims of a bomb raid, dad cursing the Jews,
>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> Sister hitting the bottle, mom torn apart,
>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>
>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>
>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>
>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> I got radicalized in the mental hospitals they used to try to shut me up with,
>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> Bio-political panopticon, I know that language,
>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> This sand nigga’s read Foucault,
>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> Ready to tear your lackeys apart Trump,
>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> I dream of flying out to Greece to help build mosques in Vienna,
>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>
>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>
>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>
>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> 4 parts drip coffee, 1 part Turkish coffee, shot of vodka,
>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> The Siege of Vienna’s got all kinda drugs in it to penetrate your heart,
>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> This sand nigga’s crazy, he’s nuts,
>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> No one gets me, they put me in concrete rooms to shut me up,
>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> One Siege of Vienna, and you’ll see it different,
>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> Blow your brains out with caffeine and alcohol,
>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>
>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>
>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>
>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> All of us out in the Global North are sick,
>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> Rotting from the inside, people on smartphones,
>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> 10% of the world’s coal burn to write this poem,
>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> The People’s Climate March was useless,
>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> Everybody already knows we fucked,
>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> The problem’s us,
>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> We need to fight, we need to learn to die in the Anthropocene,
>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>
>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>
>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>
>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> Poetry hit you in the heart harder than a bullet,
>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> Listen to Boosie, hit the street, when ISIS and ‪#‎blacklivesmatter‬ unite I know what side I’m on,
>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> In the American Spring I am on a side, no middle ground in the street,
>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> Hamas and Hezbollah, Al Qaeda and the Islamic State,
>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> KKK, you called me a sand nigga in Iraq and Afghanistan,
>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>
>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>
>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>
>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> They tried to bleach my heart with white science,
>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> Rottin’ my brain with facts and numbers,
>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> Ain’t no body got time for that,
>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> Bitch there are people in the streets to write too,
>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> I don’t like Dallas, 9/11, or Orlando,
>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> …but you push sand niggas like me and sometimes we hit back,
>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> Misery and suicide, learning to die in the Anthropocene,
>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> Wake the fuck up!
>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> Wake to fuck up!
>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> We’re fucked!
>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>
>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>
>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>
>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>
>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> Sent with ProtonMail Secure Email.
>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>
>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> ‐‐‐‐‐‐‐ Original Message ‐‐‐‐‐‐‐
>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> On August 21, 2018 5:40 AM, <kaya.erbil@protonmail.com> wrote:
>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>
>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> “It’s hard to think of an Israeli biography richer and more complex than his: The child of German immigrants who joinedthe Irgun and in 1948 fought in the Shimshon Foxes elite unit. Thelegendary editor of Haolam Hazeh, which was a pioneer in aggressiveinvestigative journalism in Israel, a mentor to generations ofjournalists who has left his mark to this day. The journalist, MK andcitizen who fought corruption, religious coercion, ethnic discrimination and crony capitalism long before others did. And of course, the eternal warrior for peace between Israel and the Palestinian people, one of the pioneering visionaries of the two-state solution, an Israeli andZionist patriot, optimistic and hopeful until his final days.”
>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>
>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>
>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> Sent with ProtonMail Secure Email.
>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>
>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> ‐‐‐‐‐‐‐ Original Message ‐‐‐‐‐‐‐
>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> On August 21, 2018 5:38 AM, <kaya.erbil@protonmail.com> wrote:
>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>
>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> https://www.haaretz.com/opinion/editorial/a-prophet-in-his-city-1.6406481
>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>
>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>
>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>
>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>
>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> Sent with ProtonMail Secure Email.
>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>
>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> ‐‐‐‐‐‐‐ Original Message ‐‐‐‐‐‐‐
>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> On August 20, 2018 10:27 AM, Azrael Austin <wikiarsenic.austin@gmail.com> wrote:
>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>
>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ADApm9xFmmI
>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>
>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> On Mon, Aug 20, 2018 at 10:24 AM, Azrael Austin <wikiarsenic.austin@gmail.com> wrote:
>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>
>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> K
>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>
>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> On Mon, Aug 20, 2018 at 10:14 AM, Azrael Austin <wikiarsenic.austin@gmail.com> wrote:
>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>
>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> https://drwilliamkayaerbil.me/2018/08/20/future-dey-gone-count-u-out-b4-dey-count-u-in-beauty-of-it/
>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>
>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> On Mon, Aug 20, 2018 at 9:28 AM, Azrael Austin <wikiarsenic.austin@gmail.com> wrote:
>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>
>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> Listen to “ye” in TIDAL
>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> Check out this album in TIDAL: “ye” by Kanye West http://tidal.com/album/89768263
>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>
>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> On Mon, Aug 20, 2018, 9:26 AM Azrael Austin <wikiarsenic.austin@gmail.com> wrote:
>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>
>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> https://www.instagram.com/p/BmtCGvLhyBq/?utm_source=ig_share_sheet&igshid=1h8xv7spw3vkx
>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>
>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> On Mon, Aug 20, 2018, 8:53 AM Azrael Austin <wikiarsenic.austin@gmail.com> wrote:
>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>
>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> The two countries have forged what they described as a “strategic partnership,” expressing their shared opposition to the “unipolar” world — the term they use to describe perceived U.S. globaldomination.
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>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> On Mon, Aug 20, 2018 at 8:51 AM, Azrael Austin <wikiarsenic.austin@gmail.com> wrote:
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>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> https://drwilliamkayaerbil.me/2015/07/29/the-descent-of-man-ascent-and-resurrection-of-a-man/
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>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> On Mon, Aug 20, 2018 at 8:50 AM, Azrael Austin <wikiarsenic.austin@gmail.com> wrote:
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>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> https://www.amazon.com/Andy-Warhol-Was-Hoarder-Personalities/dp/1426214669
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>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> On Mon, Aug 20, 2018 at 8:50 AM, Azrael Austin <wikiarsenic.austin@gmail.com> wrote:
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>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>> https://www.haaretz.com/world-news/russian-military-on-high-alert-for-massive-war-games-in-the-east-1.6405743?utm_campaign=General&utm_medium=web_push&utm_source=Push_Notification
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